.i did not like the way you were talking to me today. it really upset me that you wouldnt confide in me and tell me what was wrong. you called me multiple times while i was at work and believe it or not I was worried. but they way you communicated with me, i wasnt going to put up with it. i know i had my faults too and theres a ton i need to work on with communication but ive had it.i know and you know that we werent ready for the beautiful tragedy that was our relationship. perhaps you had things to sort out before you and i met. maybe we met at the wrong time. but I want to thank you because if it wasnt for you well i probably would have given up on love completely. we are different people now. you’re growing up and im trying to find my place in the world. but not a day goes by that i dont think about you. I wish you nothing but happiness. regardless of what anyone else says, you possess so much worth and beauty and i wish you could see that. if you read this just know, that im not bitter anymore. im at peace and i can only hope that you are as well. but i have to say my goodbye to you because you are too toxic for me. and I can’t have that kind of poison in my life anymore. i no longer want to be a part of your life. im sorry to say this but you have officially lost me. it hurts so much to finally realize what i have to do. you werent contributing to my progression as a person and so i have to do whats best for me and my happiness. i shall always wish you the best. i will never forget about you. thank you so much for the memories. thank you for letting me in when you refused to feel that kind of intimacy for so long. i appreciate all that you’ve done for me. i shall miss you dearly. Chloe, Aidan, Benjamin..I am so sorry but this is for the best…take care of yourself aaron. be safe. i am honored to have been your first love. i love you.